Here I am. Poised on the brink, caught like a photograph in between motions. Waiting. Ears strained in the silence, every noise I try to interpret, translate into a logic I can follow. Listening.
I have never been any good at making decisions. I have never been any good at confidence.
You said I would hear Your voice and know. Help me to trust that. I don't want to move unless Your hand is guiding me. Just enough light to make the next step, that is all I am asking. I'm not ready for the rest of the journey yet. If You showed it to me, I would realize it is a mountain too big for me to climb. But one step I can handle, as long as Your hand is in mine.
This is me, giving You control (again), the only way I know how.
So there You go. I have smacked the ball over the net and thrown my racket down. Maybe the worry will come again, but it is not here now. You always arrive just in time.
Alyssa, this is a very beautiful post. I had a similar experience with the Lord over the past few days. Learning to trust and also R-E-S-T in Him more and more, it's a very good thing! I can truly see how ever faithful He is, what an amazing savior we have. God bless you today. :o)
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